2nd of September, 2025

I'm a bit pissed about my mom's car malfunctioning. Something is wrong with it, idk what but the car shakes when letting go of the clutch. She is 200 miles away on vacation and i was driving the car around to get to college. I'm gonna have to take the bus again.

Also, this is, i believe, my third or fourth day on methylphenidate, 5 mg, instant release. It gives me ease of focus for about an hour and a half to two hours(40 minutes after ingestion). It's odd cus after the dosis is over, i feel anxious, as if i had drank large amounts of coffee. The dose would be insanely high if they gave me extended release Concerta or something.

I think it's better if i just take the minimal dosis.

With that said, i will go to college for a class in like 4 and a half hours, then work on some art when i get back. Cheerio!

10th of December, 2025

It's been a few rather busy months as of late. I've started my adhd meds, also got meds for my anxiety with them. Thankfully i've been able to buy the generic stuff, so it's affordable enough.

I've also been working on my thesis, so i haven't been able to focus much on my art and posting. It's been so utterly frustrating, but i should hopefully be done with it in about a week. I really hope my thesis goes through so i can graduate at the start of the next year.

Also, money has been a bit tight, mainly because of my lack of saving since i started this website, and my mom's car keeping on malfunctioning and needing repairs. It should, SHOULD, work properly now, we've changed about 5 parts so far. I've also been in two pretty mild car crashes.

The car crashes were stupid, ngl. The first one i had because, when turning right, while driving on the right lane, a retarded woman from the left lane thought it was smart to try and turn right in front of me. The second i was slowly moving in a congestion, and stopped slowly as the traffic stopped. Like 4 fucking seconds after i stopped, a woman on her big ass suv rear ended me and dented the trunk.

I know understand the stereotype of woman being bad drivers lol

That's all for now, see ya